I am so done with this world

Sometimes you need to be slapped in the face to wake up from a daydream 

Every time I thought I am finally smiling, it ends up to be the teardrops running down.

So many questions that I dare not ask, I'm too scared that the answers would be what I hate to know the most. I'd rather believe in the answers that I want in my head than accepting the truth. i feel so empty.. what do i look forward for tomorrow? i don't know, but i know it's not getting any better tomorrow, it's gonna be another a sad day again.