Demi gonna held a free concert in Cambodia!!!

I was gonna write a post about Demi's concert in Phnom Penh before the tour happen, but now it's too late so i'm gonna write about my Demi Lovato concert experience instead.

Based on what i knew, this tour happened because apparently someone created a Demi Cambodian Fans facebook fanpage, and pledged for Demi to visit Cambodia by asking LOVATICs to help like the page to reach its expected number of likes. Coincidentally DEMI is also helding her world tour ......



man this post was supposed to be written a long time ago. now i already forget all those moment lmao

Pirate of the Caribbean

ថ្ងៃនេះពិតជាសយមែន ពេលចេញពីធ្វើការមកផ្ទះ ភ្លៀងខ្លាំងដូចឆ្កែឆ្មា ជិះតាមផ្លូវដូចជិះទូកនៅសមុទ្រ ជួបព្យុុុះ 

ភ្នែកកំពុងតែម្ញូបមើលពេលល្ងិតរឹតតែអត់ច្បាស់ ហើយភ្លៀងម្តងៗ វែនតាព្រិលមើលផ្លូវមិនចង់ឃើញ  តាមផ្លូវលិចហើយជិះៗឮផ្គរលាន់ ផ្លេកបន្ទោល ព្រិចៗ ខ្លាចរន្ទះបាញ់ចង់បា៉កាច់ ទើបដឹងថាខ្លួនឯងកំសាកប៉ុណ្ណាហាហាហ ជិះជិតដល់ផ្ទះរងារឡើងញ័រ ដូចមាន់ធ្លាក់ទឹក ...

Late night OT

So this weekend I have to OT full day for a deadline project, when I back home it's 8:10pm it's quite silent on the road, I drove as fast as I could cause I was scared, then at the Century Plaza traffic light I turned left, I drove faster, while I was driving, there's a man driving behind me, I speed up, he's going faster too, and he's coming closer to me, I went maybe 80km/h(in my brain) my direction wheel was kinda out of control because it's too fast for me and there're two freakin Tuk Tuk in front of me,  my heart almost jump out from my mouth lol, my mind went blank cause I thought he's a robber, it scared the shit out of me man. Then when I reached the Chhouk Meas market area I slowed down, and he drove past me, WHAT THE HECK . Now I'm still suffering from aftermath 

Only my shadow knows

How I feel about you

Only my shadow goes

Where I dream of you and me

Should I go or wait?

Is it too soon, too late?

Only my shadow knows, ey

Only my shadow knows, oh oh

I did it PITCHES, Pitch Perfect 2

24th May2015

It was a lovely Sunday, I didn't want to waste it , so I gathered my friends up and watch Pitch Perfect 2 , also because I have huge crush on Anna Kendrick, like who doesn't like Anna ? I've been waiting to watch it ever since they announced the filming .

This time the Pitches is back with more performance(more like circus style)than Singing but it didn't turn out well so they find way back to their own specialty which is SINGING . 

It's entertaining , because I like music a lot, it's amazing how people can make music with their mouths and sound better than the original music from instruments. I get high just watch the Performances, can't get enough of the Barden Bella and Beca's mash up(actually it's the production teams genius pieces). 

I love Anna Kendrick's voice so much, how I wish there's her solo song in Pitch Perfect 2 , a real solo not just "here come Santa clause "x999...repeats. However the"Winter wonderland/Here come Santa Clause" is still in my favorite list. Also Rebel's "We Belong", I can listen to these 2 soundtrack everyday and won't get bored of it.

How can I not talk about #Bechloe ? OMG so many Bechloe moments you definitely don't want to miss it in the movie , pay more attention to the detail like eyescontacts, the conversations and little gestures of Beca and Chloe you will feel it. the writer or the producer or the director did hear our prayer.Many #Bechloe scene  I was like "just kiss already!" 

PP3 better made #Bechloe together for real, I give u another chance ladies. If #Bechloe won't happen, I will , I WILL keep shipping #Behcloe them till ...

Update 30th May 

I love Riff Off ! 

Update 1st June

I went to watch PP2 again haha

Literally Drunk

Today my boss decided to let us had dinner at the Forest restaurant , which is downstairs of our office, to show support to customer because we designed built the restaurant. 

My seat was not comfortable , it had tiny chair! (Photo of table taken weeks ago)

The food is okay. Nothing Special.

But , the drink is big . I had a Corona Margarita that look like a fish bowl , it was a lot that we had to share by 3 people so I could still manage to drive home, I dare to say I drank more than half of it haha. 

The cocktail left me nothing but drunk head, I had to drive back home feeling numb, I knew I was driving fast, for the wind passed through my body , I couldn't feel the coldness though . 

It's indescribable , seriously I was worried that I might got into accident because [ Drink don't Drive] , but at the same time I felt like I was fearless, it's like dreaming, I knew exactly what I should do but the body was somehow numb and wouldn't respond to my brain. 

Anyway I made it safe to home haha, that's why Im writing te this post.

Bonus:

Goodnight to myself.

———

The day after-> I'm feeling Hangover 😓

I should write more blog post cause this blog is dying.

I am so done with this world

Sometimes you need to be slapped in the face to wake up from a daydream 

Every time I thought I am finally smiling, it ends up to be the teardrops running down.

So many questions that I dare not ask, I'm too scared that the answers would be what I hate to know the most. I'd rather believe in the answers that I want in my head than accepting the truth. i feel so empty.. what do i look forward for tomorrow? i don't know, but i know it's not getting any better tomorrow, it's gonna be another a sad day again.

SE7EN - Come Back To Me [ LIVE ]

Probably my favourite version of Se7en's COME BACK TO ME.

Just because you can't see it, doesn't mean it's not happening, just because you don't see the tears, doesn't mean it's not falling. 

Like I'm Gonna Lose You [Feat. John Legend] - Meghan Trainor

[Verse 1: Meghan Trainor]
I found myself dreaming in silver and gold
Like a scene from a movie that every broken heart knows
We were walking on moonlight, and you pulled me close
Split second and you disappeared and then I was all alone

[Pre-Chorus 1: Meghan Trainor]
I woke up in tears, with you by my side
A breath of relief, and I realized
No, we're not promised tomorrow

[Chorus: Meghan Trainor]
So I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you, like I'm saying goodbye
Wherever we're standing, I won't take you for granted
Cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time
So I'm gonna love you, like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you, like I'm gonna lose you

[Verse 2: John Legend]
In the blink of an eye, just a whisper of smoke
You could lose everything, the truth is you never know
So I'll kiss you longer baby, any chance that I get
I'll make the most of the minutes and love with no regret

[Pre-Chorus 2: John Legend]
So let's take ourtime to say what we want
Use what we got before it's all gone
No, we're not promised tomorrow

[Chorus: Both]

[Bridge: Both]
So I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you

[Chorus: Both]

[Bridge: Both]

How can we say "I miss you" without actually saying "I miss you" , is there anyway to express that ? 

Five Tattoos - Ella Henderson

Ella Henderson - Five Tattoos (Dean Street Sessions)


Tight jeans with a rip on the knee
So close but it ain’t where I wanna be
And I’m loving every minute of your company
But have I read this all wrong

Maybe I move too fast
Or maybe I missed the sign
But baby this could last
You are the one thing on my mind

You are my one and only
My blue skies and grey
You are the only one for me

Brown eyes with your old woolly hat
Five tattoos from your shoulder to your hands
You could give me what I have never had
Boy, keep leading me on

But maybe I move too fast
Or maybe I missed the sign
But baby this could last
You are the one thing on my mind

You are my one and only
My blue skies and grey
You are the only one for me

Tight jeans with a rip on the knee

Been already a year - Brown Eyes

Because it's the first time, I will be alright after a couple days
With the thought that it has already been one year
Sadness finds me with every anniversary that was made with you
I was so self-conscious the first time I confessed my love,
After the day we first met passed
On your birthday I celebrate with a cake of tears and lit candles
I Believe in you I Believe in your mind
A year has already passed, but after a year and another year on top of
That
I'll be waiting for you

I couldn't say that I want to see you so much, to please come back to me
Because the warm look in his eyes
Makes your face glow brighter than the ring on your left hand
I Believe in you I Believe in your mind
Knowing you've started over, making memories without me now
Ooh~

The memories I think back on are always past laughs, talks, and wishes
There's only one new memory, the wait for you to turn into tears

I Believe in you I Believe in your mind
Knowing you've started over, making memories without me now

I Believe in you I Believe in your mind
A year has already passed, but after a year and another year on top of
That
I'll be waiting for you

20/Mar/2015

At the end of the day , you find yourself in the dark corner alone , whipping out hopelessly trying to figure out why you are all by yourself while everyone got somebody but you. 

You don't remember what you did for the whole day , it does not matter anyway, you just did the daily routines without a specific goal, it is obvious that there is no better tomorrow, everyday is another day of suffering, yet you still love the pain , as it is the only feeling that you had, the pain, it reminds you are still alive.

Is this how life should be? 

Begin Again - Measure

Begin Again - Measure 

Wake up
To sun
'Cause morning
Does come

If all you can rely on is
The feel of your feet on the wet floor.
If all you can depend on is all movement gives you some direction then

Begin again
You're no calendar
You're no concrete plan
Begin again
Don't waste your time waiting for someone to tell you that

Wake up
To sun
'Cause morning still comes

So move around your furniture
Or put it all out on the curve
And drive away to something new
Yeah, watch the skylight sink behind you and

Begin again
You're no calendar
You're no concrete plan
Begin again

Don't waste your time waiting for someone to tell you when
Begin again
'Cause walking outdoors only works if you show them
Begin again
And quit looking backwards and know where you have been
Begin again
You're no calendar
You're no concrete plan
Begin again
Don't waste your time
'Cause no one's gonna tell you when

Wake up

Love is a losing game - Amy Winehouse

For you I was the flame
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is losing game

One I wished, I never played
Oh, what a mess we made
And now the final frame

Love is a losing game

Played out by the band
Love is a losing hand
More than I could stand
Love is a losing hand

Self-professed profound
Till the chips were down
Know you're a gambling man
Love is a losing hand

Though I battled blind
Love is a fate resigned
Memories mar my mind
Love is a fate resigned

Over futile odds
And laughed at by the gods
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game

If it's just me - HUNTER HAYES

If it's just me,
I think we need to talk about some things
If it's just me,
Then tell me what you want, say anything
If it's just me,
I'll hang up now and call you back when I've had time to think

If it's just me,
Crying alone in the middle of the night
Then it's just me,
And my tendency to over analyze
And if it's just me,
Holding on to someone letting go,
Then I will let go of you

I'll take the blame, take the shame, walk away, no questions asked
Leave the best of me with you and you can leave me in your past
No battle cry, no battle scars
We're only down one broken heart
I guess you're free, if it's just me

If it's just me

If it's just me,
One shadow on the wall on a coffee cup
Then it's just me,
And a picture hanging I can't let go of
And if it was just me,
Why didn't I know you needed me to keep my big mouth shut?
Yeah, cause when it come down to it, you know

I'll take the blame, take the shame, walk away, no questions asked
Leave the best of me with you and you can leave me in your past
No battle cry, no battle scars
We're only down one broken heart
I guess you're free, if it's just me

Yeah, yeah

I've got no problem holding on
I've got no problem being wrong
But if you're gone, then after all
Well, it's just me

I'll take a walk, clear my thoughts, move along, no questions asked
Take whatever's left of me and leave you in my past

No more crying, no more scars,
I'd love to stay, but I got to say
I'd rather be free, if its-if it's just me, oh

If it's just me, it's just me
If it's just me
Then it's just me, yeah